I'm a member of a number of parenting groups and often times I get criticized for some of my opinions. Recently a mom wrote about her terror when she found out her 15 yr old daughter was sexually active. So I say is there a magic age when sex is ok? Obviously there are alot of issues both sexually active teens and adults need to be concerned with, STD's and pregnancy being the most serious. But these are issues we all need to think about regardless of age.
In my discussions, i find it interesting that parents accept their child will probably masturbate, but they are shocked at the thought of providing sex aids to teens. Many parents think that 14 is too young to have sex but at 16 it gets more acceptable, and at 18 even more acceptable, oh but "not in my house." What's with these magic ages?? Many parents still would like to see their children to remain virgins until marriage however most accept the fact that it won't happen, but these parents also provide tight supervision to reduce the opportunities their teens have to be sexually active.
So here's what I think....I think sexuality is a part of any serious relationship, just a part, not the most important part. A relationship should be built on common interests, trust, honesty, chemistry, and a deep caring for the other person...and good sex. Sex does not make a relationship work but the physical committment can make a relationship a truly wonderful one, regardless of age.
It's obvious that as we all get older we are not the same person at 30 or 40 that we were at 15. We all evolve and in many cases the person we love at 15 is not the one we love at 40. But being in love and sharing ourselves with our partner in our teen years is part of one's life experience and influences who we become as we are older.
My 15 year old daughter is in a very committed loving relationship. I highly doubt that this is the same love she will feel at 25 or 30 but for her it is love as she knows it now. Her boyfriend and her are happy to sit and just talk for hours, or study together or being together with their friends. Their lives are not centered around sex but it has become a part of their relationship. To see them walking down the street, talking and holding hands, it's obvious that they have bond which works for them at their ages. I don't try to supervise them, on the other hand there are times when I give them their private time together. They are respectful when they are here and keep their sexuality to the privacy of the bedroom, just as I've always done with my past partners.
Will this relationship last forever? I doubt it will, but then again you never know. But for now they are very happy together, there is no concern with STD's, and she is on birth control which the gyn states is 99.9 % effective. They are safe they are happy and they are learning about how wonderful relationships can be, which I think will guide them well as they get older.
Sunday, February 3, 2008
Monday, January 7, 2008
13th Day Without a Cigarette
Anybody that knows me would tell you that I am the least likely person in the world to ever quit cigarettes. I have not gone one day without a cigarette since my 11th birthday and my cigarettes have always been my best friend. I started stealing my mother's camels at 9 and by the time I was 11 I was addicted and had become a regular smoker. I smoked through the flu, I smoked through countless URI's, and I smoked through my two pregnancies. I'm not proud of any of this, I'm only mentioning it so that people realize how severely addicted I had become. Many of my friends have quit smoking over the years and I never once thought that I had the willpower to join them. I always needed my nicotine, and when I spent a yr in a non smoking college dormitory I had a tin of Skoal that I would dip when i was inside. Yep so thats how bad I was. On Christmas eve my daughter announced that she was quitting smoking the next day and wanted me to join her in this journey to become a non smoker. I laughed it off and said for her to quit and maybe i'd quit in a month or so. But then I began to think that I'm 38 yrs old now and have been smoking 28 yrs, and really I knew I should at least give it a try. So I told my daughter yes i would quit with her. We sat up and smoked Christmas eve and on the way to bed we both threw out our left over cigarettes. Now I did not go into this with high expectations for myself but I did want to do it so that my daughter would quit. Probably my biggest regret as a smoker is that both my girls picked up the nasty habit too. So we began Christmas day with our coffee and no cigarettes, talk about traumatic but we both decided we were not going to give in. Later in the afternoon I did run to the CVS to pick up some Commit Losenges for us which believe it or not really helped take alot of the cravings away. To make a long story short...or shorter lol, 3 days into our quit and hundreds of losenges later, my daughter gave in and started smoking again. But by then I figured that I'd gone longer than I ever have without a cigarette and I had become determined I was going to quit for good. My daughter accepted the fact that she'd smoke outside and not in front of me...she did not want to tempt me anymore than I was already. So now it's been 13 days and no it hasn't been easy at all but I have not had even one puff of a cigarette since Christmas eve. Oh yes my dreams are filled with thoughts of nicotine and yes I'm bitchy and yes there are moments I'd give anything for just one puff....but nope I'm not going to give in. I've gone too long now to go back to my old life as a smoker. I'm still on the losenges and I did give in and buy a tin of Skoal but I haven't opened it yet and I don't think I will. I truly want to become a non smoker now that i've gone this long.....Maybe I will just have to suck on my losenges forever but hopefully soon my dreams of having a cigarette will disappear and the cravings will go away. I don't consider myself a non smoker quite yet but I want to beat this addiction and to me it is now a challenge as to whether I can beat cigarettes or will I let cigarettes beat me. Keep your fingers crossed for me, I really want to become a non smoker and I'm closer to that day than I have ever been.
Sunday, January 6, 2008
Well I'm Getting a Son in Law
Well my oldest daughter Alli who is 17, got engaged over Christmas and the wedding will be in June although the actual date has not been determined yet. We are all really excited and now our time is spent on looking at bridal magazines, deciding the guest list and all the fun little details that go along with getting married. I'm excited for her and Matt, although they are still young they have been together forever or at least it seems that way lol. Married life won't be easy for them since he'll still be in college and she'll be a senior in high school next year but if any young couple can make it, I think they can. And no she isn't pregnant thank god. She has officially moved into Matt's house now but he's only 10 minutes away so I still see her almost every day. And I'm not an empty nester, having Jenny still here with me helps alot. So alot of exciting times going on here and lots of planning that needs to be done. We are all going to a bridal show next weekend which I think will give us all alot of ideas, and hopefully that will give her a better idea of what type of dress she wants. It's been funny the comments we have gotten from friends and relatives about the engagement. Some are so shocked that they are getting married so young, and others are absolutely thrilled for them. As for me I'm excited and there are no guarantees that any marriage will last regardless of the couples ages, but they are happy and that's all that matters. I'm not sure anybody ever reads my blogs but for me it seems to be theraputic lol. Happy new year everyone, Hugs, Barb
Saturday, December 1, 2007
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
Some Rules that Just Don't Make Sense
One of the most insightful blogs on parenting is authored by Dr. Karen Rayne, maybe I think it's insightful because I almost always agree with her lol. Anyway check out her blog it's a great resource for any parent. Adolescent Sexuality by Dr. Karen Rayne
But...back to matters at hand, her blog today was talking about parent's that set certain ages for their kids to start dating. And....I decided to take her question a little further and talk about certain rules and laws that make no sense, so here's a few:
1. You have to be 18 to buy cigarettes but you can buy lighters at any age.
2. Pot is illegal but rolling papers aren't.
3. You can't talk on a cell phone when you're driving but you can eat a BIg Mac.
4. Cigarettes and alcohal are legal but pot isn't.
5. Schools have pop machines for kids but they don't let kids drink coffee at school.
6. I can't smoke at work but the guy in the next cubicle can fart all he wants. (And his 2d hand fart smell is alot worse than my 2d hand cig smoke)
7. It's illegal to gamble unless you're the church or the state run lottery.
8. You can join the military and risk your life for your country at 18 but you can't drink until you're 21.
Just some thoughts from a libertarian Mom ....after I have more coffee maybe I'll think up some additional rules that don't make sense.
But...back to matters at hand, her blog today was talking about parent's that set certain ages for their kids to start dating. And....I decided to take her question a little further and talk about certain rules and laws that make no sense, so here's a few:
1. You have to be 18 to buy cigarettes but you can buy lighters at any age.
2. Pot is illegal but rolling papers aren't.
3. You can't talk on a cell phone when you're driving but you can eat a BIg Mac.
4. Cigarettes and alcohal are legal but pot isn't.
5. Schools have pop machines for kids but they don't let kids drink coffee at school.
6. I can't smoke at work but the guy in the next cubicle can fart all he wants. (And his 2d hand fart smell is alot worse than my 2d hand cig smoke)
7. It's illegal to gamble unless you're the church or the state run lottery.
8. You can join the military and risk your life for your country at 18 but you can't drink until you're 21.
Just some thoughts from a libertarian Mom ....after I have more coffee maybe I'll think up some additional rules that don't make sense.
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Ecouraging Teen Sex vs. Accepting It
I am a teacher at our local joint vocational school and teach evening school for adults preparing them for the GED test, and consequently I usually have my mornings free. Twice a week I meet a group of female friends for coffee at our local Paneras ( God I love the cinnamon crunch bagels.) My friends pretty much know my views on raising children and it can often times lead to interesting discussions.
Several weeks ago we were talking about teenage sex and the question came up as to how do we as parents balance encouraging our kids to have sex or just accepting it. I don’t think any parent would encourage their teen to engage in sexual activity, but does providing birth control, or providing your teen and their partner privacy encourage sexual activity?
As a group it was agreed that providing birth control to young girls that are having or close to having sex is an intelligent parenting decision. Although two of my friends did worry that providing contraception could be seen as condoning or encouraging sexual activity, it was agreed that it was better than the alternative of unprotected sex. Where the discussion got interesting was when we began to discuss whether or not we allow our children and their partners the privacy to engage in sexual activity.
Of the 5 women there, 3 firmly stated that even if they did know their children were having sex, they would tighten the leash and supervise them as closely as possible to severely limit the opportunities for sex. They were pretty much of the opinion that even though kids have sex, it is the parent’s responsibility to limit the opportunities as much as humanly possible. They felt that anything less than that would be seen as encouraging young premarital sex. It was interesting because these 3 women all felt that they would provide birth control if needed to children as young as 13 but all felt that they would attempt to limit any opportunity for sex even for their older teens until they were out of the house and had no control over them.
The other two women, myself being one of them, felt that emotional maturity was an overriding factor and we did feel that anyone under 13 (an arbitrary age we chose) did not have the maturity to engage in a physical relationship. And we also said that there are 15 and 16 yr olds that don’t have the necessary maturity. Our minority opinion was primarily based on maturity level and the seriousness of the relationship the child was in. As we took the minority view, my friend and I both felt that teenagers involved in a serious relationship should be allowed to have some privacy with their partner, where they could feel free to have intimate time together. The other 3 women felt that this would be encouraging our children to have sex, however we believed that we were not encouraging it but only accepting it and hoping our children would learn to have sexually healthy attitudes as they grew into adulthood. With my 2 daughters, 17 and 15 who are both in committed relationships, I allow them privacy and do allow occasional sleepovers with their partners, and yes same room and same bed. Is this encouraging my daughters to have sex? I don’t think so, they have already made that decision on their own. I feel it is accepting the fact that they are in physical relationships and dealing with it in a practical safe and healthy manner.
Several weeks ago we were talking about teenage sex and the question came up as to how do we as parents balance encouraging our kids to have sex or just accepting it. I don’t think any parent would encourage their teen to engage in sexual activity, but does providing birth control, or providing your teen and their partner privacy encourage sexual activity?
As a group it was agreed that providing birth control to young girls that are having or close to having sex is an intelligent parenting decision. Although two of my friends did worry that providing contraception could be seen as condoning or encouraging sexual activity, it was agreed that it was better than the alternative of unprotected sex. Where the discussion got interesting was when we began to discuss whether or not we allow our children and their partners the privacy to engage in sexual activity.
Of the 5 women there, 3 firmly stated that even if they did know their children were having sex, they would tighten the leash and supervise them as closely as possible to severely limit the opportunities for sex. They were pretty much of the opinion that even though kids have sex, it is the parent’s responsibility to limit the opportunities as much as humanly possible. They felt that anything less than that would be seen as encouraging young premarital sex. It was interesting because these 3 women all felt that they would provide birth control if needed to children as young as 13 but all felt that they would attempt to limit any opportunity for sex even for their older teens until they were out of the house and had no control over them.
The other two women, myself being one of them, felt that emotional maturity was an overriding factor and we did feel that anyone under 13 (an arbitrary age we chose) did not have the maturity to engage in a physical relationship. And we also said that there are 15 and 16 yr olds that don’t have the necessary maturity. Our minority opinion was primarily based on maturity level and the seriousness of the relationship the child was in. As we took the minority view, my friend and I both felt that teenagers involved in a serious relationship should be allowed to have some privacy with their partner, where they could feel free to have intimate time together. The other 3 women felt that this would be encouraging our children to have sex, however we believed that we were not encouraging it but only accepting it and hoping our children would learn to have sexually healthy attitudes as they grew into adulthood. With my 2 daughters, 17 and 15 who are both in committed relationships, I allow them privacy and do allow occasional sleepovers with their partners, and yes same room and same bed. Is this encouraging my daughters to have sex? I don’t think so, they have already made that decision on their own. I feel it is accepting the fact that they are in physical relationships and dealing with it in a practical safe and healthy manner.
Monday, November 19, 2007
Ewwwww Please Don't Call Me "Permissive"
I just hate when people call me a "permissive" parent. To me that word connotates that all things go and that I am an uncaring parent who lets my kids do what they want when they want. It's true, I don't like rules and never have. To me most rules are barriers that inhibit curiosity, exploration, education, and independent thinking. I believe that establishing guidelines for children, having open and strong communication, and setting high expectations is much more effective than establishing arbitray rules. It's important that children know and understand the core values of the family, and these core values become the basis for the guidelines that are set. The core values in my family are:
1. Safety in all aspects of life is important; this can be anything from staying away from drugs, no drinking and driving, practicing safe sex, or not running into the street blindfolded.
2. Respect for yourself and others; Treat everyone with respect, you don't have to like a person but you must always respect them as individuals. Treat yourself with respect, this means both your body and mind.
3. Honesty with everyone including yourself; Dishonesty and lying only causes bigger problems, be true to yourself, your friends and family. The hurt caused by lying is much deeper than the hurt that comes from the action being lied about.
4. Work hard in everything you do; whether it be at school, work, an outside activity or a group event. I have long told my girls that I am prouder of them when they work their hardest and get a C in a class than a class they get an A in where they don't have to work hard. Success in llife will come faster for the overachievers faster than the brainiacs.
I have always believed that if I live my life according to these core values and stress these values to my children, the major decisions in their life will be the correct ones. Or at least I hope so. And no, i'm not perfect and I am not always batting 100% in following my core values but they are the foundation with which I try to live my life and hopefully these are passed on to my daughters. Sure my daughters are not perfect either but at least they have a foundation which they try to follow most of the time.
So no, I definitely don't consider myself a "permissive" parent, but I am understanding, practical and loving. I am involved with both my girls school work, all of their activities, their friends and our lines of communication are open and strong. Call me what you want, call me liberal, call me open minded but please don't call me "permissive." End of my rant
1. Safety in all aspects of life is important; this can be anything from staying away from drugs, no drinking and driving, practicing safe sex, or not running into the street blindfolded.
2. Respect for yourself and others; Treat everyone with respect, you don't have to like a person but you must always respect them as individuals. Treat yourself with respect, this means both your body and mind.
3. Honesty with everyone including yourself; Dishonesty and lying only causes bigger problems, be true to yourself, your friends and family. The hurt caused by lying is much deeper than the hurt that comes from the action being lied about.
4. Work hard in everything you do; whether it be at school, work, an outside activity or a group event. I have long told my girls that I am prouder of them when they work their hardest and get a C in a class than a class they get an A in where they don't have to work hard. Success in llife will come faster for the overachievers faster than the brainiacs.
I have always believed that if I live my life according to these core values and stress these values to my children, the major decisions in their life will be the correct ones. Or at least I hope so. And no, i'm not perfect and I am not always batting 100% in following my core values but they are the foundation with which I try to live my life and hopefully these are passed on to my daughters. Sure my daughters are not perfect either but at least they have a foundation which they try to follow most of the time.
So no, I definitely don't consider myself a "permissive" parent, but I am understanding, practical and loving. I am involved with both my girls school work, all of their activities, their friends and our lines of communication are open and strong. Call me what you want, call me liberal, call me open minded but please don't call me "permissive." End of my rant
Sunday, November 18, 2007
Thoughts From a Sex Positive Mom
My Oldest Daughter Allison 17 Yrs old
I'm a 38 year old divorced Mom who strongly believes in Sex Positive Parenting. Now before everyone makes alot of assumptions, being sex positive does not mean I encourage my children to have sex nor does it mean I am a proponent of one night stands or casual sex. However below are my thoughts on rasing children to have a positive outlook on sex.
My Family: I have two daughters 17 and 15, who are wonderful loving and intelligent young women who I am very proud of. How I have raised sexually positive children.
Sex Positive Parenting: This means that I do not want my children to grow up thinking that sex is bad or that there is a stigma about sexual activitiy. Since my children were little, I always used the appropriate names when discussing sex and body parts. I have always wanted my children to be able to learn and explore their sexuality at their own speed and not at any predetermined ages.
When my oldest daughter was 10 she came across my vibarator in my dresser drawer. When asking me what it was I explained to her that it was a toy that I used to make me feel good at times. This led to a basic age appropriate discussion of masturbation which at the time she felt sounded "yucky" however I explained to her that as she grew older she would understand more and that she could ask me more questions whenever she wanted to. And believe me she did.
From the time both my girls were 9 or 10 we have had talks about the birds and the bees, how women get pregnant and diseases. These talks just evolved based on their level of interest and attention span and what I thought they could handle at the various ages. Never have I told them that sex was bad or wrong but I've always stressed sex is a wonderful experience if your partner is someone you care about and if you are practicing safe sex.
Although Allison had all the normal crushes when she was young and it was the "boyfriend of the week" in the early years, when she turned 13 she asked me if she could go to a movie with a boy. Her first real date! She came home from the date and it was obvious she had her first real crush. This was the beginning of Alli's journey into womanhood. This one date led to another date the next weekend just going to Applebee's, with his mom and sister sitting at the next table. And then there were the phone calls and the Instant Messages between the two and he'd come over here and they'd just hang out and watch TV. Although in the beginning their romance just involved holding hands and some kissing, it was obvious that they liked each other and did get along well. He was a very nice smart and polite boy, although still appeared to be a shy 13 yr old. He would come over on weekends and stay for dinner and then theyd stay here and listen to music and watch tv. It was interesting seeing this young relationship develop and although I did not ecourage the relationship, I'd talk to Alli about how important it was to still maintain her girlfriends and other activities. I wanted her to learn balance in her life. During the early stages of their dating there was always supervision when he was at our house or Alli at his house. Although I'm sexually positivie I didn't want to give them opportunities to take their relationship to the next level especially with them both being only 13.
As they continued dating and spending more time together, Alli and I had long talks about safe sex and how I didn't want her to rush into anything just because she may have those teenage urges. She alwas assured me that they were fine. I did have her on birth control at the time due to her irregular periods so that did make me a little more comfortable, but I also knew that they had very little unsupervised time together. About two weeks before her 14th birthday, Alli and I were sitting at the breakfast table and after some hesitation she blurts out that her and her bf almost had sex the night before. They had walked to the nearby park and apparently their kissing and hand holding had escalated to the point that they were involved in a full blown makeout session. According to Alli, the only thing that stopped them from going all the way was his inability to maintain an erection. As I sat their listening to her, trying to say to myself, "don't overreact" all sorts of sad thoughts were going through my progressive mind. It's alot easier to be sex positive in theory than it is when it actually happens. As I gupled my coffee and lit another cigarette, i asked her if she really cared about Matt. Well obvously they had been dating almost 6 months by this time so she said she loved him ( probably as much as any almost 14 yr old could love someone). So we talked and we talked again about safe sex, about pregnancy, diseases and emotional readiness. Emotionally I didn't think she was ready for this step in their relationship and i let her know my thoughts. I also did tell her that when she did have sex for the first time, it should be special and with someone special and I didn't want her to look back later and regret it. She said she'd think about everything we talked about and I told her that I would make sure there were condoms in the bathroom drawer if they ever did decide to do it. Looking back on our talk it was one of those moments where you start realizing that your baby is becoming a young woman. After some tears and hugs our talk ended with Alli saying Mom I love you thanks for being here for me. Later that day I bought some condoms and did put them in the bathroom drawer without saying a word. Over the next few weeks I'd periodically check to see if the condom supply had diminished and it hadn't. Then one Sunday morning I got up and there she was sitting at the kitchen table with her coffee and she said mom guess what? She went on to tell me that yes they had intercourse the night before. And they did use a condom and she said it was "awesome" her words. Now remembering back when i was that age I dont think my first time was "awesome" however at least to Alli it was. So we talked about it, or at least she talked about it and I listened. She had just turned 14 by this time and they had now dated over six months. We hugged and I told her that although i wasnt going to make it too easy for them to have sex, I would try to give them some private times together in the future. We did talk about how important it was for Matt's mom to know they were sexually active and I suggested both her and Matt have a talk with Matt's mom. (Matt's mom and I had had several conversations about this in the past but I wanted them to be grown up enough that they would go and tell her). So my first born was sexually active, and at 14 she was a little younger than I had hoped she'd be but I'm not sure any age is the right age when it's our daughters were talking about. From that day on, there were times when I'd leave them alone at home unsupervised so that they could have some private times together. By the time she was 15, I allowed Matt to sleep over on weekends or Alli would sleep over at Matt's house on occasion. And now Alli is 17 and her and Matt are still together and in love now more than they've ever been. They both graduate high school next year and plan on going to the same college. And they are both wonderful caring kids that have a healthy sexual attitude and I'm proud of them both. My next Blog maybe I'll write about my youngest daughter Jenny.
I'm a 38 year old divorced Mom who strongly believes in Sex Positive Parenting. Now before everyone makes alot of assumptions, being sex positive does not mean I encourage my children to have sex nor does it mean I am a proponent of one night stands or casual sex. However below are my thoughts on rasing children to have a positive outlook on sex.
My Family: I have two daughters 17 and 15, who are wonderful loving and intelligent young women who I am very proud of. How I have raised sexually positive children.
Sex Positive Parenting: This means that I do not want my children to grow up thinking that sex is bad or that there is a stigma about sexual activitiy. Since my children were little, I always used the appropriate names when discussing sex and body parts. I have always wanted my children to be able to learn and explore their sexuality at their own speed and not at any predetermined ages.
When my oldest daughter was 10 she came across my vibarator in my dresser drawer. When asking me what it was I explained to her that it was a toy that I used to make me feel good at times. This led to a basic age appropriate discussion of masturbation which at the time she felt sounded "yucky" however I explained to her that as she grew older she would understand more and that she could ask me more questions whenever she wanted to. And believe me she did.
From the time both my girls were 9 or 10 we have had talks about the birds and the bees, how women get pregnant and diseases. These talks just evolved based on their level of interest and attention span and what I thought they could handle at the various ages. Never have I told them that sex was bad or wrong but I've always stressed sex is a wonderful experience if your partner is someone you care about and if you are practicing safe sex.
Although Allison had all the normal crushes when she was young and it was the "boyfriend of the week" in the early years, when she turned 13 she asked me if she could go to a movie with a boy. Her first real date! She came home from the date and it was obvious she had her first real crush. This was the beginning of Alli's journey into womanhood. This one date led to another date the next weekend just going to Applebee's, with his mom and sister sitting at the next table. And then there were the phone calls and the Instant Messages between the two and he'd come over here and they'd just hang out and watch TV. Although in the beginning their romance just involved holding hands and some kissing, it was obvious that they liked each other and did get along well. He was a very nice smart and polite boy, although still appeared to be a shy 13 yr old. He would come over on weekends and stay for dinner and then theyd stay here and listen to music and watch tv. It was interesting seeing this young relationship develop and although I did not ecourage the relationship, I'd talk to Alli about how important it was to still maintain her girlfriends and other activities. I wanted her to learn balance in her life. During the early stages of their dating there was always supervision when he was at our house or Alli at his house. Although I'm sexually positivie I didn't want to give them opportunities to take their relationship to the next level especially with them both being only 13.
As they continued dating and spending more time together, Alli and I had long talks about safe sex and how I didn't want her to rush into anything just because she may have those teenage urges. She alwas assured me that they were fine. I did have her on birth control at the time due to her irregular periods so that did make me a little more comfortable, but I also knew that they had very little unsupervised time together. About two weeks before her 14th birthday, Alli and I were sitting at the breakfast table and after some hesitation she blurts out that her and her bf almost had sex the night before. They had walked to the nearby park and apparently their kissing and hand holding had escalated to the point that they were involved in a full blown makeout session. According to Alli, the only thing that stopped them from going all the way was his inability to maintain an erection. As I sat their listening to her, trying to say to myself, "don't overreact" all sorts of sad thoughts were going through my progressive mind. It's alot easier to be sex positive in theory than it is when it actually happens. As I gupled my coffee and lit another cigarette, i asked her if she really cared about Matt. Well obvously they had been dating almost 6 months by this time so she said she loved him ( probably as much as any almost 14 yr old could love someone). So we talked and we talked again about safe sex, about pregnancy, diseases and emotional readiness. Emotionally I didn't think she was ready for this step in their relationship and i let her know my thoughts. I also did tell her that when she did have sex for the first time, it should be special and with someone special and I didn't want her to look back later and regret it. She said she'd think about everything we talked about and I told her that I would make sure there were condoms in the bathroom drawer if they ever did decide to do it. Looking back on our talk it was one of those moments where you start realizing that your baby is becoming a young woman. After some tears and hugs our talk ended with Alli saying Mom I love you thanks for being here for me. Later that day I bought some condoms and did put them in the bathroom drawer without saying a word. Over the next few weeks I'd periodically check to see if the condom supply had diminished and it hadn't. Then one Sunday morning I got up and there she was sitting at the kitchen table with her coffee and she said mom guess what? She went on to tell me that yes they had intercourse the night before. And they did use a condom and she said it was "awesome" her words. Now remembering back when i was that age I dont think my first time was "awesome" however at least to Alli it was. So we talked about it, or at least she talked about it and I listened. She had just turned 14 by this time and they had now dated over six months. We hugged and I told her that although i wasnt going to make it too easy for them to have sex, I would try to give them some private times together in the future. We did talk about how important it was for Matt's mom to know they were sexually active and I suggested both her and Matt have a talk with Matt's mom. (Matt's mom and I had had several conversations about this in the past but I wanted them to be grown up enough that they would go and tell her). So my first born was sexually active, and at 14 she was a little younger than I had hoped she'd be but I'm not sure any age is the right age when it's our daughters were talking about. From that day on, there were times when I'd leave them alone at home unsupervised so that they could have some private times together. By the time she was 15, I allowed Matt to sleep over on weekends or Alli would sleep over at Matt's house on occasion. And now Alli is 17 and her and Matt are still together and in love now more than they've ever been. They both graduate high school next year and plan on going to the same college. And they are both wonderful caring kids that have a healthy sexual attitude and I'm proud of them both. My next Blog maybe I'll write about my youngest daughter Jenny.
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